I can’t even figure out if I’m more hurt or pissed off that this is happening…when clearly we were together a couple weeks ago… Just because she has already paid for most of the wedding…doesn’t mean anything. damn men are dumb.
I really can not comprehend this.
My heart does not know what to do.
(Source: onegirlinalltheworld)
you look like that girl on that one commercial where the dad is giving the keys to a little girl in the car..and when she says bye she goes from like age 4 to age 17..look just like her.. just sayin
It’s really hard when you find someone you connect with so well, and slowly fall for without realizing it…but realize you can never have them like you want because someone else got in the way. its hard to feel so strongly for someone and don’t know how you got there. The conversations are good. He’s funny. He enjoys everything you enjoy. He makes you laugh. You can be serious with him. You can watch T.v. with them. You can play around and fight with each other. and the sex…oh the sex is so good. Can you ever find that chemistry with someone ever again? Turns me on just thinking about it.
……..damn I want you so bad.
The Mature outside person is holding herself together pretty well..but on the inside the little tantrum is coming out and is stomping her foot saying its not fair…over and over and over…and throwing her fist up and yelling and rolling around on the floor…
but the person on the outside is taking a deep breath, and putting a smile on her face, even though she feels like crying. Lifes not fair, Loves not fair. You can’t always get what you want. I don’t know if thats maturity or just understanding the feeling all too well.
I woke up like whaaat?
(Source: veronicaspuffy)
There are two people in you life: The one you will marry, and your soul mate..
I think you only get a few chances when it comes to your soul mate or getting married. But when they are two separate people…you must be very careful. If you get a chance to meet your soul mate before your married, you better jump on the opportunity to be with them.
How do you stop thinking about something so strong…when their magnet is still pulling yours? When you start thinking about them and your heart starts racing and you body goes numb, your face gets hot and your hands start to tremble. How do you just forget…..and let it go?
when they leave a piece of your heart sinks so deep it crushes the butterflies that are trying to get out of your gut.
When you’re laying in bed with them and your breath gets heavy, and your body gets weak. When the lights are turned off and the sheets start to slide. When you want nothing in the world but to be with them in that moment forever. Everything fits so perfectly and nothings is awkward. When you can talk for hours about anything and enjoy the same things…or not say anything and still be comfortable.
but fml When they said they worked things out with their (ex) “how do i have one, but want another?” …you tell me sir. Just because you’ve been with someone for so long does not mean you should marry them, especially when you find someone that draws you to them like magnets.. maybe being hours away is affecting my magnetic pull. If only you found me first… maybe then things would be different.. but this is not a movie, nor is it a fairy tale. Not everything has its happily ever afters.
Newest tattoo…almost done.
Conditioning for my 3rd degree black belt. Tis a Flesh wound.